My
introductory post was just to get things started. But this will be considered
my first OFFICIAL post. I just know that the title threw some of out there for
loop. But as I said, calm down and just keep reading. For all of you out there
who are trying to find your way or you already have a relationship with GOD or
you stumbled across this blog by accident; whatever; this one is for you. So
many out there are; for some reason or another; struggling with the idea of
finding yourself and finding out what your purpose is. Maybe you’re tired of
where you are presently in your life and you know you need a change, or maybe
you want to bring out more of whatever is already on the inside of you. I know
some are desperate to find out their purpose because they’re afraid of running
out of time. You see in my circle of spirituality, it is a highly regarded
belief that these are the last days of man (even though some of us choose to
see it as the beginning of GOD’s greatness). But whatever your reason, you all
have the same issue, WHERE TO START LOOKING. The answer to that is probably not
one you want to hear. But simply put, you start on the inside. To find out what
you were meant for, you HAVE to know who you REALLY are, and not be afraid of
that person. It takes realizing that you really are the talented artist and not
the doctor the family thought you should be; or you really are not the refined
and dignified person everybody sees but the lazy slob that curses like a sailor
and beats the kids; or you really are a giving and loving Christian, Catholic,
Rabbi or whatever who’s addicted to porn and sex toys. But don’t try to come to
terms with that “person” all on your own. For that journey you need to turn to
GOD. Now you can use whatever form of spirituality is comfortable to you, but
I’m a Christian (one that does not like to bite her tongue) so I spread the
Word of GOD. God didn’t put us here to go through things by ourselves. So if
you don’t have the right people to lean on, lean on HIM first. Never been down
on your knees (to pray I mean), never stopped by a church but simply passed by
them, not into the “GOD”-thing but want to give it a try, don’t know what the
word pray means? That’s ok because GOD does not make Himself far away from you.
He’s like the VERY VERY VERY best friend you never had and is waiting to just…I
kid you not….talk to you. None of that “thou art thine greatesteth” or “mine
heart pleadeth in like thine holiest”. Seriously!? You’re doing all that and
GOD is waiting for you to just get to the point. All you gotta have is just a
convo.
(ex.
“I am so new at this but, hi how are you…or, It’s been a while Lord, but I
still praise you. I need to talk…or like me “Good morning and blah blah; So let
me tell you about blah blah; THANK YOU for blah blah; I love You, Goodnite).
Be
sincere and honest. Ask Him to fix what aint work’n (some of that Georgia came
out of me just then), increase your common sense and strength, and take you
through this wild ride called life. Then, and this won’t be too fun but it is
effective…HOLD ON AND DON’T LET GO. When they find coal, how do they get to the
diamond? If you’re the diamond you know exactly how they do it and it don’t
feel good. A successful you does not come without change, and change does not
come without sacrifice. But if you’d rather stay an ugly lump of coal and never
shine like the diamond you are, then complain about how hard change is and quit
because what you’re going through is too tough. Sometimes I get to preach’n,
but I don’t want the ones that come after me to go through what I went through.
And if you’re already there, then I want to lend an encouraging word. Why?
Cause it’s nice to know somebody; even if you don’t know them; cares enough to
help. I got a mess load of stuff I gotta do, but I will return. So stay
blessed, stay in faith and stay happified (that’s a word in my world so don’t
question me
ta
ta for now,
S
